Password Protected

This blog does little to hide my real identity and I expect a coworker or potential grad school advisor or boss or someone I’d rather not know many personal details about me to stumble upon it eventually.  But I would like to blog about some of those personal details.  Of late, I’ve needed a place to talk more about queer femme identities and my experience with migraines.  I’m going to start password protecting some of my posts so I can have a space to do that.

If you’d like to read them, send me an email at enchantressofnumbers at gmail.

Extinction Thursday

After Tuesday’s post on the gutted Endangered Species Act, I’ve decided to make such depressing news a regular feature.  Every Thursday (or so) I’m going to feature a plant that’s gone extinct recently and tell you why.  No, I’m not trying to make you cry, but I do hope you’ll do something.

This week on Extinction Thursday, I’m featuring Anonidium usambarense.

Anonidium usambarense

Anonidium usambarense

This herbarium specimen is all that’s left of this Tanzanian species.  It probably went extinct due to agriculture and forestry in the region.

So, what can you do?  If there’s someone on your Christmas list that loves animals or someone who is hard to find a gift for, adopt a sea turtle, snowy owl, penguin, elephant, or one of 24 super cute vertebrates over at Defenders of Wildlife.  The money goes to advocacy and conservation efforts for those animals (and all the other critters and plants and places they rely on).

Grades

By this time Wednesday last week, I’d taken four of my five finals.  But of course you remember that, or at least the sassy red boots I posted that day.  I still have none of my grades.  Not even from the classes with multiple choice scantron exams.  My sister, who’s in school on the other side of the country, knew most of her grades before finals week was even over.  It’s like my professors do things that don’t involve my classes or something.

I probably shouldn’t complain too much, though.  Somewhere in that sniffling-sneezing-migraine-vicodin haze of an exam week I think I lost my A’s in discrete math and genetics.  As we all know, B’s = F’s and I’ll never get into grad school or even finish my undergrad and will have to count tree rings or stock grocery shelves (I’m not sure which is worse, actually) for the rest of my life.

Migraine Log – Week 2

It’s time for your weekly migraine update!  I’ve been on Petadolex for a week now.  Side effects: if I burp after I take my pill, it tastes bad.  Nothing like the hair loss, parathesia, or difficulty concentrating I’ve come to expect from migraine meds.

Things have gone about the same as last week, though I’ve had a cold and a few sinus headaches that have almost certainly helped trigger my migraines.  The weather’s still bad, too.  Right now I’m looking at a foot of snow through a thick curtain of still falling snow and wondering where my desert went.

December 10 – December 16

Days with headache: 6

Cloudy/snowy/rainy days: 4

Action Tuesday!

The Washington Post reported yesterday that politics rather than science guided decisions about threatened and endangered species and habitats under Bush and his appointees:

investigators found that she had tampered with scientific evidence, improperly removed species and habitats from the endangered-species list, and gave internal documents to oil industry lobbyists and property rights groups.

We’ve known about this sort of thing for awhile, but the WP found that it was much more common than previously believed.

It’s absolutely horrible that scientific evidence and reports were tampered with here and across the board by the Bush administration.  Luckily, we won’t have to worry about that at all anymore at the Department of the Interior, though!  The Bush administration just changed the rules:

Under the Endangered Species Act, the U.S.  Fish and Wildlife Service and the National Marine Fisheries Service provided advice on whether government projects would pose a threat to endangered species. Today’s rule change eliminated this scientific review process, giving full decision on the risk of a project to the Department of the Interior.

That’s right, it doesn’t matter what the scientists say.  Their input is no longer required.  The Endangered Species Act has been officially gutted in the last days of this administration.

Why is this important?  Well, even with all our nifty technology, we still depend on the environment and the other organisms in it for our own survival.  Even if the latest sea snail species extinction doesn’t break your heart, you can at least appreciate the fact that the incredible chemical compounds it produced that may have been medically valuable are now gone forever.

And it should make you nervous that scientists worry we’re in the midst of the greatest extinction of all time – even worse than the Permian-Triassic extinction when 96% of all marine species and 70% of terrestrial vertebrates kicked the bucket:

The most troubling figures, however, come not from the total species lost but the rate at which they’re vanishing: 1,000 times faster than usual.

And you should be terrified to learn that that’s probably a huge underestimate:

According to a paper recently published in Nature, modeling errors led scientists to grossly underestimate the survival chances of threatened species.

“The older models could be severely overestimating the time to extinction,” said University of Colorado ecologist and Nature study co-author Brett Melbourne to the Guardian. “Some species could go extinct 100 times sooner than we expect.”

It’s scary and it’s heartbreaking.

Sexton Mountain mariposa lily

Sexton Mountain mariposa lily

This is the Sexton Mountain mariposa lily.  It’s now extinct.  It used to be found on wet rocky slopes in parts of Oregon.  Yes, it’s just a flower and maybe not even a very important one ecologically.  But when you add up all of these small extinctions you get a very big effect.  And doesn’t it make you just a little bit sad that you’ll never see this plant on a hike?

Go! Write your senators and representatives.  Tell them not only to fix the Endangered Species Act, but to make environmental and climate change issues a priority.

Classes

I know, I know – classes just finished. I’m very, very happy about that right now.  But I’m doing an independent study over break, and I’m looking forward to most of my classes next semester.

For my independent study I’m getting cozy with the statistical programming language, R, and using it to recreate a model my mentor wants to adapt for our purposes.  Overwhelming?  A little.  Exciting?  Very!  Luckily, this overlaps with my job quite a bit, so I get paid for it.  My job is awesome, as I’ve said before.

Next semester I’ve got a good schedule: plant physiology, biochemistry, theoretical statistics, a plant chemistry seminar, a class associated with my research, and swimming and yoga.

I feel like there’s a lot of empty space in my schedule, but I’m trying not to overcommit.  That way, I can spend more time doing what I like at work instead of stressing over club events or last minute hw assignments.